Nonchalent Crush

2009-09-04T09:05:00.001-07:00

relink me at tanky19.livejournal.com
:D

2009-07-31T04:42:00.000-07:00

okayr,i haven't been schooling for 1week.
cox i got cast on my dear left foot. :X
got valid reason 1 hor! nvr anyhow. :D
anyways,tons of homework not done yet.
so tadah. my weekends gonna be book-d! :D
i couldnt go anywhere also. so yeap.
gtg. :D

cross th line.

2009-07-26T01:44:00.000-07:00

Sometimes,you just got to learn to how to forgive and forget.

im back! from KK Hospital. went to children emergency.
wait-d for Consultation for 40mins,then see for 10mins?
$80 gone. l0ls. then still went for doctor,get an x-ray.
go back doctor,gave me a cast,learn how to use crutches.
then home-d. from 12.40-3.15pm,i've been at KK. with a mask. :X
now im learning get used to going ard with a cast. darn it man.
anyway,gtg.

cross th line.

2009-07-24T23:49:00.000-07:00

~~okayr,my toe is killing me!!!~~
this morning,i ~~couldnt~~ even move my leg! :X insane.
so went to th doctor with JiaAn. wait-d damn long. :X
after that,went to Marsiling to take a X-Ray. was like so fast! :D
PS: JiaAn,your first time gone! and given to me!! mwahahahaha.
bus-d to Woodlands,lunch-d,then my toe turn-d color. :X
then home-d. im tired! going to study soon. :D
THANKS JiaAnSISTER FOR accompanying !
and all for concern ! :D

cross th line.

2009-07-24T05:56:00.004-07:00

We're just slaves of ______ .
Last day of schooling for this weeek!! so stress!
anyways,went bball-g today after Oral stuff. :X
i hurt my big toe while pushing th bball thingie.
bball-d with Sheree,Valerie & 2more. :D
somemore,i saw Gabriel,WeiYuan and one more guy.
which i think he knows me but idk him. :X
NUMB-D TOE! anyways,bball-d with JianShen,JiaAn&Jovyn at crescent.
home-d at ard 8plus? toe is killing me! :X

cross th line.

2009-07-23T02:50:00.000-07:00

I SERIOUSLY HATE BLOGGR. :X
cox i cant even post ! :X
i vomit-d in school tdy,horribly hungry.
im so gonna kill my head! arghs!

cross thline.

2009-07-15T06:00:00.000-07:00

My project is halfway done!! MWAHAHAHAHA.
im still so lagg-d behind man. anyways,i like school.
miracle right? cox i have fun,i guess. :X
but i so need sleep okayr,i lack of sleep since monday.
SS : MrZ lecture us. :X continued with lessons. :D
DNT : i done my hinges alr!! :D big accomplishment.
but i hurt my thumb. i think got internal bleeding. :X
EMATHS : i did my work way ahead of others! gd student.
RECESS. CHINESE : SBS due to listening. l0ls.
I NOTICE th relieve teacher like to smile to himself! :D
ENGLISH : Oral,im slacking my way thru. :X
REMEDIALS. HOME.

cross th line.

i start to change stress to strength to spur me on.

THANKs to those who put high hopes.

2009-07-13T03:15:00.000-07:00

Im chasing but only ~~far enough to see you~~ from a distance.

SCHOOL-D ! Chinese lessons was changed to E.Newspaper reading.
PE - sian,cox people have to do napfa. and dont! :D
English - woah,i pay attention okayr,except that i fall aslp awhile. :D
RECESS. AMaths - got scolding from cher,not me lahr. hehe.
Geography - I got 6/25 for Natural Vegetation! hehe. copy till hand pain.
Home Period - SIAN. I sleeep. hehe. anyway,dnt-d. im TIRED.
gtg do english before i go do maths again. arghhs. insanity...

cross th line.

I may look like i dont care,but i still do !

2009-07-11T05:27:00.000-07:00

I WANT a older brother to dote me. -TanKY,10.07.09,1820

im so random. but i really want a older brother! :D
but its like...so impossible. :X anyways,homeworking tdy.
did ADSS Prelim paper'08. hard hard hard. lunch-d.
homework at Stella's house. bball-d and got stunn-d.
home-d.

cross th line.

LOVE for brotherhood.

2009-07-09T04:36:00.000-07:00

Damn it, you just did it,again.

EMaths,Geog,SS,Recess,SS,Physic. Lunch-d.
Oral! i got nice teachers ehr! Nod head and smile! :D
went home after that. gonna chiong finish amath man.
and im vomiting food again. i ate dinner,vomit-d them out. :X
i need doctor again! :X

cross th line.

Dont say those 3 words again .

2009-07-08T01:29:00.000-07:00

I want to be th OPTIMIST that sees th rose!

SS. DNT. EMath. RECESS. Chinese is fun. English is sleepy.
went to lunch. then bus-d home,saw BoZongTALL LADY!
haha. he's tall lahr!! anyways, home-d.
gonna online awhile before i go mugging. MOODSWINGS!

cross th line.

I'll be alright. no gurantees.

2009-07-07T03:58:00.000-07:00

I realise... all those friendship,brothership,sistership,gone.

Chinese EMaths Chemistry Recess AMaths Physic English.
homework in class lunch with Rachel,gross. ProjectTeach Home.

cross th line.

I realise also,im gonna stop laughing. But not stop smiling,

cox i get all those fake smiles from you people is enough for me to bare.

Secrets and what not,are all untold to me,so ya,say hell to th new silent emotionless me.

I JUST DONT FEEL MYSELF & start-d to stop talking as much alr.

nobody cares anyway.

2009-07-06T03:27:00.000-07:00

E- for emotions.

okayr,i woke up today in 6am with a horrendous headache.
my head is like damn heavy. vomit-d. im feel horrible. :X
okayr,then back to sleep till 10. homework-d with heavy head.
went to meet JoyceBRO,Stella,SereneLAOPO,TingTing,Elizabeth.
makan lunch. then went to ColdStorage,movie-d "Transformers".
its funny,hilarious,classified! :D iloveBUMBLE BEE! :D
pasar malam after that,then home-d. tired! gonna get chem in head.
tmr got mock exam. :X arghhs. ihate this year! :D

cross th line.

Accepting th damn fact already.

and that results in this,headaches.

2009-07-05T06:51:00.000-07:00

Remember th fact : im heartless.

well,im tired out already. everyday with lack of sleep.
thinking of stuff way out of my boundaries. ya,im stress out.
anyway,im only crapping cox im tired after studying so much.
as usual,thanks all for concerning. :D

cross th line.

People holding high hopes on me.

and i accept th damn fact that im their hope.

Note to self : Smile with stress as friend.

2009-07-03T06:46:00.000-07:00

S T O P and lets relax and enjoy this th last time.

Dnt is tiring today. im trembling throughout. :X
im an expert in scroll saw le sial! for 1hour,i've been with it .
AMath is tough. i forgot most of th topics i learnt. :X
but okayr ahr,got back th amath feel ! :D Recess.
CCD is boring. had a donation drive by idk organisation .
donate-d! im a kind person. mwahahahaha.
anyways, did amath to waste time . then release-d.
went to canteen makan then do alil maths.
Dnt again. im like scroll saw's new girlfriend! use it like so long.
haha. ya,i completed my 2 base! :D loving it!
just need to touch them up when im back at sch on Tues.
tired sial . i smell of wood after leaving th workshop. :X
home-d.

cross th line.

Sometimes,it just happen.

Dont blame who what where when.

Just accept th damn fact.

2009-07-02T05:30:00.000-07:00

PersonA : Whats that ?
PersonB : Thats th wind.
PersonA : What does it says?
PersonB : idk,i dont understand wind.
-Adapted from IceAge3~

I so need laughs nowadays. and i so hate blogger.
i cant upload photos sial!! pekcek. i got tons of pics now.
anyways,i realise-d whats my problem now. STRESS.
thanks to JiaAnSISTER,who somehow make me realise.
and thanks to Joyce,Sheree&Stella for caring! :D
ya,lessons is sleepy today. hais. had EMaths remedial.
is U S E L E S S! might as well i use th time to study on my own.
wast-d my 55mins there. arghs. insanity. then meet bro.
went to mahjong at Mandy's house. till 6plus. home-d.
Note to self : I've been thinking too much . :X

cross th line.

Sometimes,things are meant to be simple not so complicated.

I realise-d i got symptoms of stress okayr.

been eating chips again. my stress symptoms:X

2009-07-01T07:55:00.000-07:00

im weird nowadays.
and idk why. :X

cross th line.

2009-06-30T05:35:00.000-07:00

C A R M E N C A R M E N !!!

okayr,im so in love ! ;D school's fun. :D
at least i dint waste my time ytd & tdy.
decor th class noticeboard! KINDERGARTEN.
i so need CHILDHOOD MEMORIES...
cox i seriously have no good memories. :X
fact that i got bitten by some girl in music sch.
anyway,lessons was okayr today. got lots of wake up call.
that O LEVELS is COMING SOOON! :X
and i got to know my cheena oral is on 09.07.2009.
and F182. :X idk what that means. :X so ya.
i got tons of new homework from my dear teachers.
so gonna die of work overload. haha. iloveCHEM tdy!
anyway,gtg finish up some homework.

cross th line.

2009-06-29T04:24:00.000-07:00

IM SO IN LOVE!!!

WITH TH SONG LAHR!!!

2009-06-26T08:25:00.000-07:00

2009-06-26T06:19:00.000-07:00

Heee heee heee ha ha! :D

okayr,i went to band in th morning. stun-d. :X
its tiring. cox i slpt 2.30am in th morning. actually 3am.
cox i lay on th bed but couldnt go sleep. :X
then band was funny thru okayr. i start-d my HYENA LAUGH.
saw th SYF comments by th Judicators. okayr lahr. SPEECHLESS.
continue-d practice. tired. went to Cwp foodcourt lunch. haha.
we sat in 3 tables with 1 table in between. haha. then went to Jeffrey house.
i laugh-d dao macham got asthma sial. l0ls. play mahjong uber funny lahr. play many many rounds,but i won only like 3-4? THANKS to HeXiang. :D haha. play dao ard 7am. super tired sial. then went dinner at 888.
with Bernard & HeXiang. damn funny sial. haha. walk-d home after that.
haha. THANKS Bernard & HeXiang for walk-g all th way to my hse there th busstop. :D
then ya,chat-d on th way. just reach home,and im dead tired.
must finish English by today. :DD hehe. at least all th 5compre! :D
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE MUST BE POSSIBLE! :D

cross th line.

2009-06-25T08:40:00.000-07:00

Maybe its suppose to be like this.
okayr,im so not myself today.
*draw circles*

2009-06-24T04:07:00.000-07:00

IM FEVER-ISH. IM VOMIT-G LIKE BEFORE.
I GOT HEART PAINS AGAIN. GREAAAAAAT isnt it?

okayr,i woke up late. ard 10. :X then did hw alil.
read a book. then MrLee call-d my house. :X
its like omg! My FormTeacher call-d me! :X
and its like stunn-d! just call to remind me stuff.
yeap. went to band in th afternoon. pa send me.
then went for band. play-d dbass. haha.
today is much nicer. although monday sound better.
haha. JUNIOR's back! l0ls. bball-d in th rain.
home-d at 5.30. tv-d. online-d. gtg finish hw alr.

cross th line.

Im gonna be okayr soon right?

Arghhs. I so need good health man.

2009-06-23T03:58:00.000-07:00

library-d with ValerieNUER at 10.
th security guard is damn good,help us find seats!
then we end up seat-g beside a couple. haha.
yeap. they got a summan by th library.
then lunch-d at 12plus. mac again! l0ls. spicy lahr!
haha. then went back library. we got summan ! :D
study-d till 4plus. then borrow-d 2 books!
cwp-d to meet JoyceBRO. went cruise-g around.
home-d at like 5plus near 6. im tired.

cross th line.

2009-06-22T06:13:00.000-07:00

Its suppose to start so ABRUPTLY ,like a volcano.

UNUSUALLY,I went to school in th morninq.
to study in th library. haha. study-d till like 11.40.
then went to 888 to lunch. BAND-d ! :D
iMISSband lahr! its like finally qoinq back after...
so lonq. :X its fun! :D I finally see my HUSBAND!
feel is almost qone sial! :X couldnt play as well le.
forqet alot of thinqs. WarmUps are fun by Annzy! :D
cox HeXingGOLDFISH was like tryinq to talk to her.
then im like beside lauqhinq cox she dint reply!
combine-d by MrLim. play-d alot of sonqs!
I love ARIRANG ! Cox its somethinq i play-d nice! :D
side-readinqs till siao sial. i play till my hands qo ~~RED~~!
then dismissal another funny one. went to makan.
funny! :D walk-d to 962 bus with JoyceBRO.
then went back for dinner. walk to 911 bus stop.
and my dear dauqhter couldnt differentiate bust and butt.
haha. her bust is her butt and vice versa! joke-d abt it! :D
anyway,bus-d 913 back home-d. im tired!
did alil homework then bloqqinq now. gtg.

cross th line.

But is it suppose to end so abruptly ?

Im qettinq so quilty nowadays...

But im not doinq anythinq to salvaqe it. :X

Anyways,im still qonna say sorry. Sorry.

2009-06-19T01:55:00.000-07:00

Lucky that im alive.

went studyinq today! :D at library! bus-d with ShereeLAOPO.
then study-d with JoyceBRO,ShereeLAOPO,Stella&Bernard.
Bro lost her wallet again! :x acc her walk back to where she came.
then back to th library. continue-d doinq my SS . :D
lunch-d at 12.30pm! uber funny lahr! haha. then I saw NCOdm! :D
ChunqChenq(Yishun) one lehr! haha. But idk his name. :x
make me miss NCO lahr him! l0ls. then went back to Library.
Study-d awhile till around 3plus jiu home-d le.
At PasarMalam saw Jody & Eileen! :D hais. ytd outinq cancell-d.
due to lack of people. :X sad sial!!! I saw look forward one! :X
anyway,home-d now! im going to study and runninq later! :D
I still havent fiqure out how come I had th urqe to run.

cross th line.

Live to th fullest till' it ends.

2009-06-18T07:44:00.000-07:00

我真的难过.

I havent been bloqqinq since like only 1day ago. :x
im dead dead dead tired alriqht. runninq aqain! :D
ytd run 2rounds around Crescent &ADSS.
today run 2rounds around near EVGSS there.
tired bodoh! sudden interest to run sial. :D
i wonder...if its qood or bad. :x
anyway,i tarqet-d to finish my SS&Geoq hw by this week.
hais...gonna die soon!

cross th line.

我, 只想回到从前

2009-06-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

Laugh,is th only I use to cover those sadness.

amath-d today 8hours! was like omgomgomg!
super cold sial! haha. then went home. change-d.
went to play bball. till like 7plus. haha. im damn crazy.
shoot th bball all silent one! mwahahahaha!
tired. going study awhile le sial. gtg.

cross th line.

Sacrifice...Damn these word.

You lied to me,so what should I react?

"Woah! You lied to me?"? I hate myself for trust-g you so much.

2009-06-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

okayr,im uber guilty! haha. okayr. skip-d.
went to National Museum with JoyceBro&JiaAnSister! :D
damn damn damn funny lahr! haha. we're all sick sick sick!
in th mind that is. haha. went to th Vernon Panton exhibition.
iLOVE th chairs & lights! omgomgomg! PRETTY! :D
walk ard Dobbhy Ghaut. mrt-d to Woodlands,Causeway Point.
PizzaHut-d. bus-d to JoyceBro's house. wait-d for her.
went to 750 to get sim card from dad! :D JiaAnSister was tahan-g.
cox he need th toilet urgently! l0ls! bus-d to WoodlandsInterchange.
bus-d 962 to Sembawang,SunPlaza. went walk-g ard. i saw BarbieDoll.
:x then went to Acrade and play. l0ls. went to FoodCourt to makan.
damn funny lahr! laugh-g time! l0ls. bus-d 962 back to Woodlands.
walk-d from bball court to 755 there th bball court. damn warm!
arghhs. then bball-d. damn fun fun fun! haha. i shoot in alot taiko.
mwahahahaha! play-d till 9plus. bus-d home. haha. tired!
anyway,gtg le.

cross th line.

2009-06-12T06:19:00.000-07:00

Post 147 : *Screams**Shrieks* It could only be Heinenken. :D

went for amaths lessons in th morning. 8am.
Ms Tan is funny. :D then got break! drank apple juice.
eat curry puff. haha. went back. then continue till 12.30pm.
home-d! then read thru chem awhile jiu online.
sleep at 2plus to 6plus! haha. then study-d awhile.
okayr lahr,im gonna study again soon.

cross th line.

原来每颗心都有个洞...

Forget whats done is th best.

2009-06-11T07:46:00.000-07:00

I got this from HuiJing's blog. :D

ABC About You Questions:

A – AVAILABLE: Hmmms....
B - BIRTHDAY: 1908
C - CRUSHING ON: Hmmms...
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Er, water.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Er, myself ?
F - FAVORITE SONG: It changes everytime .
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Bears!
H - HOMETOWN: Earth.
I - IN LOVE WITH: Hmmms...
J - JUGGLE: I cant juggle.
K - KILLED SOMEONE: No .
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 12hours. :D
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Dont like.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3. :x
O - ONE WISH: To have another infinity wishes.
P - PERSON CALLED LAST: Hmmms...
R - REASON TO SMILE: Smiling dont need a reason.
S - SONG YOU LAST LISTENED TO: Ur Man-SS501.
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: You're sick.
V - VEGETABLE(S): What?!?
W - WORST HABIT: Dk.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Left hand and heart,that makes 2.
Y – YOYOS ARE: Toys
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Leo.

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: K Yng :D
What color do you wear most?: idk.
Least favorite color?: Pink.
What are you listening to?: Ur man-SS501,nags,tv.
Are you happy with your life right now?: Hmmms...
What is your favorite class in school?: Hmmms...
When will be your school/college holidays?: Next next week ? Hais...
Are you outgoing?: Hmmms...
Favorite pair of shoes?: Dk.
Where do you wish you were right now?: Hmmms...

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: Hmmms...
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: No...
Can you whistle?: YES YES YES! :D
Write with both hands?: Hmmms...1 nice 1 ugly.
Walk with your toes curled?: Who cant ?

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yes Yes Yes ! :D
Do you believe in miracles?: No.
Do you believe in magic?: No.
Love at first sight?: No.
Do you believe in Satan?: No.
Do you know how to swim?: Yes.
Do you like roller coasters?: No..
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows: Hmmms...NO NO NO !

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes Yes Yes!
Have you ever asked someone out?: Duh!
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Duh!
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Er...YES!
Have you ever painted your nails?: I think I did. Hmmms...

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside: Hmmms,after agar-ation,its ard 20degrees.
What radio station do you listen to?: 93.3fm & 92.4fm.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Hmmms...what does restaurant define?
What was the last thing you bought?: Food.
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: MTV.

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: What?
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Rachel,HuiJing,Elizabeth. :D
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: Hmmms...tough one...

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: No. Cox my heart is still inside.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? Yes.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yea.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: No.
Do certain songs make you cry?: No.

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: Randoms.
What can make you happy?: Hmmms...
Do you wish you were happier?: OF COURSE ! that way,I wont go die faster. :D
Can music make you happy?: Depends.

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Idk.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Nopes.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: Dark brown? Black?
Current piercings?: =.=
Have any tattoos?: =.=
Eye color?: Brown ?

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: Any, as long as it's normal.
Short or long hair: Doesnt matter.
Height: Taller than me!
Best clothing: Don't know.

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: Nopes,I got a C L E A N record.
Mooned someone: Hmmms...You got me there,how should I answer?
Ran away from home: Yes.
Laughed so hard you cried: Yes.
Cried in school: Yes,a number of times. =.=
Thrown up in a store: No.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Yes.
Gone skinny dipping: ?.?

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Dont they taste th same ?
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds.
Single or Group Dates: Single.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries!
Meat or Veggies: Hmmms... moderate.
TV or Movie: Movie!
Guitar or Drums?: Guitar! I got retard-d hands. :x
Adidas or Nike: Hmmms...Adidas ?
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese!
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn Flakes!
Cake or Pie: Cake! :D
MTV or VH1: MTV! :D

2009-06-11T07:16:00.000-07:00

Perhaps,i werent understand-g enough.

dint went school today for th ECareer thingie.
saw HakimPERMALAS! bus-d to meet JiaAnSISTER.
library-d. haha. got study hor! l0ls.
saw HaoRen and Co. :x study-d from 1010 - 13**. :x
lunch-d. watch-d hunks&babes! :D mwahahahaha!
bought sweets. :D then walk-d to bball court.
Sister is S I C K . :x anyway,slack-d at fitness stations.
then HeXiang came. slack-d awhile then go bball court.
play bball! :D im so gonna turn B L A C K ! :D
then blah blah blah. i forget le. haha. im tired lahr!
anyway,gtg alr.

cross th line.

Or you guys were just too demand-g.

DAMN PISS-D off by you.

Dont anyhow insert your own name.

cox misunderstand-g will not be cared.

2009-06-10T04:08:00.000-07:00

Something happen-d for th first time deep inside

AMATH-d for 4hours and 30mins . :D
and im not tired. im just sleepy. irony right?
anyway,went to 888 find JoyceBro and co. :D
went to Band. it was F U N F U N F U N !
HeXingGoldfish is lame! and laugh-g is fun! :D
i laugh thru today ! hehe. though abit sad lahr.
i play-d Ponyo and some japan-ese song on percussion.
F U N F U N F U N ! :D Thanks FiraSIS for teach-g!
im a S L O W learner. i learn 5bars for like 15mins!?!
hehe. and then i disturb-d HeXingGoldfish. l0ls!
keep pester-g him to play songs for me to listen.
then combine-d practice. LAUGH-G session! :D
im so gonna miss band man. im going back until this June.
then July is tekan session for me! mwahahahaha!
anyway,bus-d 912 home with HeXiang and Pratheep.
haha. Thanks HeXiang! :D ohya,tdy's sentence of th day is :
Hi! You ROCK ! By TanKY. (Actually is MrGoh! ^^)

cross th line.

Well,I never saw it coming,I should have start-d running.

2009-06-08T21:15:00.000-07:00

When I realised,

im uber tired sial. dint go to Physic today.

cox headache and my eyes bleed-g. :x

first time sial. :x and woke up at 11plus.

later going back to school at ard 2pm?

to finish up my 1 piece of my cello-lookalike. :D

i finally draw finish my cello-lookalike ytd! :D

BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG ACCOMPLISHMENT.

anyway,i got to go le. piss-d off by some people. :x

ohya,Happy Birthday to my FATHER and BROTHER! :D

cross th line.

It was all too late. Can I make a new decision to forget?

2009-06-08T05:49:00.000-07:00

HEADACHE;damn.

school-d. tired. MrChan came in.
blah-d. BAND-d. lunch-d. BAND-d.
dnt-d. slack-d. bball-d. home-d.
headache,and i cant see a thing right now. :x

cross th line.

2009-06-06T07:19:00.000-07:00

You just refuse to notice

UNEXPECTEDLY,i have fun today. haha.
but i dint go to th NationalMuseum.
bus-d to Cwp with JiaAnSISTER .
to meet laopo and nu er. lunch-d.
then library-d awhile. home-d. damn funny lahr.
l0ls. cox studying in my ROOM! haha.
then ShereeLAOPO & JiaAnSISTER funny peepos.
Sister is damn girl. haha. i dint say anything abt it hor.
then went to find JianShen's house there.
wait-d for him,then wait-d for JovynFISH! haha.
he is damn fast. :x bball-d at Greenwood Pri there.
saw WeiYuan and Gabriel. haha. sway ahr! not to neighbour.
haha. play till 7plus then home-d! JovynFISH laugh uber funny.
l0ls. send ShereeLAOPO home jiu go home le.
super scary lahr. haha. i got spook-d by th kindergarten.
anyway,im dead dead dead tired lahr.
going to S T U D Y tmr man! :D

cross th line.

Finally I look away

2009-06-05T06:48:00.000-07:00

Memories are suppose to fade.

UNUSUALLY,dont have school in th morning.
but i got in th afternoon. :x MrSui isnt there.
He sms-d me that he got fever. l0ls.
DNT was torture-g.i torture-d myself.
i drew th cello look-alike.damn hard.
i took like 1hours++ near 2hours.
just to draw th top ONLY! :x damn.
went to 883 with HuiJing cox thirsty.
got bubble tea and then back to school.
then at th linkway,im like ask-g HuiJing&AlexSo.
Me: ehr,teacher like lock-g th door lehr.
AlexSo: cannot be lahr. our things still inside lehr.
then when we walk closer,woah,really sial.
everything close-d one. lucky we come back sial. :D
kept our things and left. went to Stella's house.
slack-d till 1730. bball-d! :D damn funny lahr...
saw some bball peeps. then dinner-d at 888KFC.
saw Daniel and JiaAnSISTER. :D chitchat till 8.
saw TongLee on way to bus stop. bus-d home! :D
im damn tired man! i need sleep! haha.
im so going to National Musuem tmr! mwahahaha!
Note to self : 18June outing for primary school Clique!1430! :D

cross th line.

2009-06-04T05:38:00.000-07:00

It all start with a nightmare.

AS USUAL,theres SCHOOL.
i ponten th Science part,cox headache.
and my teachers arent around. :D LUCKY.
then English was boring. came late with Rachel.
but wasnt late. :x got tons of HOMEWORK.
time pass quickly and i dint sleep! MIRACLE! :D
went to Cwp with Rachel,Connie,HuiJing and Elizabeth.
lunch-d at Mac. MacSpicy was unusually spicy tdy.
cruise-d ard Cwp. then bus-d back to school for dnt.
slack-g,daydream-g and help-g. haha. i took like 3hours.
just to do up my dimensions. :x and get a plywood to draw.
but i dint draw. :x cox im measure-g how to. :x
anyway,bball-d after that. its funny alright.
okayr ahr,gtg alr. got school tmr. 1pm-6pm.
but im going at 2pm! :D how punctual. :D

cross th line.

2009-06-03T05:40:00.000-07:00

T I R E D D D D D D ! :D

Ytd night conference with my primary sch peeps!
l0ls. damn funny,talk till 1plus. :x
then today get back report book. damn pekcek lahr.
damn dissappoint-d with midyear result also. arghs!
then Chem lessons. jiu Dnt. uber sian. do awhile jiu go le.
went to Stella's house. slack-d awhile. bball-d .
home-d! damn tired man! im gonna post what my report card says.

English 46.0 D7

Chinese 63.5 B4

Amath 53.4 C6

EMath 64.0 B4

Science(Phy,Chem) 48.2 D7

Combined Humanities(SS,Geog) 43.0 E8

Design and Technology 62.0 B4

________________________________________________________

L1R4 : 25

L1R5 : 33

Remarks: KaiYing is a determined pupil with a positive work attitude. She is capable of achieving better results in her English,Combined Science and Combined Humanities if she works harder.

From MrChan : Sustain your effort and focus your attention on what you need to know or be good at,beginning from June.

_________________________________________________________

horrible results right? haha. wake up call for me liao!

haha. anyway,im so going to National Musuem ! :D

cross th line.

2009-06-02T07:16:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL-D as usual.
EMaths was noisy. then Geog.Mark beside me keep kpkb-g.
due to some reasons. l0ls! :D then SS! im like so blur cans!
cox MrZ says"Those who fail SS,stay back,th rest can go."
i get 27/50,so i pass and i sit there thinking i fail.
which is not. i thought it was Geog lessons. :x i fail-d geog.
19/50.i sit sit,awhile later,it then DAWN-d to me that i pass.
went to Band cox i thought there isnt dnt lessons. :x
then HuiJing replied me. jiu went for lessons. slack-d thru.
cox i report late,i went out to Admiralty to lunch and go back.
and all end before 4.30! bball-d. dead tired lahr!
PS: Stella! Hope your leg get better and dont hurt much! :D
GOOD LUCK to JiaAnSISTER for your FNN 'O' tmr! :D

cross th line.

2009-06-01T06:35:00.000-07:00

Chinese 'O' Levels today! OMG OMG OMG!?!
haha. im pretty insane today. idk why. :x
okayr,Paper1 was pretty okayr.
but i think i crap alot. :x Paper 2 was painful. :D
cox i write and write till my hand pain!
then Paper 2 was damn funny! cox th invigilator lahr.
put perfume.. damn smelly.
then SengKiatPANDA do th smelly sign. laugh-g. :D
th invigilator also funny one. collect also collect wrong row.
then we was like laugh-g and do-g a dissapoint-d sign!
haha. after that went to Cwp for lunch. cruise-d around.
bought SereneLAOPO's present. then bball-d. :D
damn tired sial. Home-d. and th bus door spoil-d.
end up,change another bus! alot of people also sial. :x
then home-d and change-d. neighbour send me and my bro to 888.
THANKS NEIGHBOUR! :D
then i saw JiaAnSISTER and his mother! omgomgomg!
he dont look like his mother lahr! his mother look fierce. :x
hehe. bus-d home with my brother. irritating sial. haha.
i want sleep then he keep poke-g me. :x
anyway,im home-d! damn tired lahr. got sch tmr. :x

cross th line.

2009-05-31T04:52:00.000-07:00

Running from th truth.

Okayr,im stuck at home for 2consecutive days.
Saturday - I cant go out! :x
Sunday - Actually going to study with Sheree & Stella.
end up.. i got stomache,and runs toilet everytime.
Sorry i dint meet you all uhs! :x
okayr,im dead tired. sleeping all day.

cross th line.

2009-05-29T07:49:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARK!! :D
my classmate for 4years! hehe.
and my neighbour in class for this year! l0ls.
ehr! Jiayous and work hard for your O's uhs.
I'll win you in dnt someday! hehe.

cross th line

2009-05-28T01:38:00.000-07:00

There's someone I'm waiting for if its a day,
a month, a year,still got to stand on my ground.

2hours of Chinese : Sleep thru .
Recess : Silence.
AMaths : Smile and Silence.
Assembly : Sian.
okayr,i got tons of homework.
anyway,gtg alr. :D

cross th line.

2009-05-27T07:26:00.001-07:00

NATIONAL MUSUEM!!! i want to go!!! :D

i keep bugging people that i want to go. :x

SCHOOL-D today. damn tired.

3Hours of Chinese : Torturous.

RECESS : Tired.

English : Terrible.

EMaths : Thankfully its 1period.

Cwp-d : Tired.

Home-d : Tired.

SEE! My day is all starting with "T". :D

okayr,gtg alr.

cross th line.

2009-05-26T07:08:00.000-07:00

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y ,J i a n S h e n ! :D

okayr,school-d today at 9am. damn tired somemore.
3hours of Chinese as usual . Fell aslp while doing paper.
RECESS. Oral-d. i ~~cried~~ . dont ask me why .
damn it,P H O B I A S U C K S !
took damn long to cool down somemore . arghhs .
Thanks everyone who console me somehow and give me tissue.
Physic lesson was sian,get back paper. P A S S .
MrLee says im deprove-g... true... idk whats with me.
gotta get back to my track of good results again man .
ya,went to Band awhile. did alil admin stuff for th sec3s.
cwp-d with JoyceBro,ShereeLAOPO,Stella.
sing sang sung our way there . then blah blah.
home-d and sleep. just wake up . sleeping back again. :D
**PS: Rachel owe me a fried rice! ^^

cross th line.

2009-05-25T07:01:00.000-07:00

I want to go to th NATIONAL MUSUEM! :D

At least before th whole exhibition end on 12.o7.o9.
okayr,i've been L A Z Y . Results got back.
its a wake up call for me. Like F I N A L L Y !!!
stun-d sial when get back Chem,Chinese and AMaths.
My best subjects all drop-g. :x But they're going up SOON!
yeap,anyway today is UBER HUMID ! arghhs.
yeah,went to band awhile. well,im dissappoint-d somehow.
maybe my expectations for them is too high. but ya,work hard uhs.
anyway,keep-g post short. so ya,im T I R E D ! :D
and i swear im nocturnal. i work well during th night.
and sleep during lessons :x Poor me . haha.

cross th line.

2009-05-21T03:40:00.001-07:00

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y ,J o v y n FISH ! :D
hehe. im first to wish him man ! l0ls!
anyway movie-d today . Night at th Musuem .
but PizzaHut first . hehe.
went to movie at 1.10pm. full of EVG peepos .
yeap,okayr okayr bahr,funny. :D
but very bored. cox was like laugh-g to myself.
anyway,cruise-d around cwp before bball .
home-d in th rain . i want to get S I C K soon!

旧爱已逝，
所能记得一切细节与片段甜蜜无比，
可是当回望起来，
苦涩难当，痛心不已，
我把那段回忆一饮而尽，
苦的咽下去，如同往事，
不知不觉已随时光飘去，
而不可能回头，
因为我们知道有些东西失去，
就是一辈子了

cross th line .

2009-05-20T05:15:00.000-07:00

SATIETY ;
The state of being full or gratified to or beyond the point of satisfaction.

My last paper is O V E R !! :D
and i got a day's break tmr! hehe.
sleep till afternoon man! i doubt i can . :x
hehe. okayr luhr. im uber tired so ya.
THANKS Bernard,Stella,Sheree,Joyce and JiaAnSISTER
for making my day somehow. :D

cross th line.

2009-05-19T07:06:00.000-07:00

I declare,im in need of S L E E P !

school-d damn early today,due to Rachel .
who is in B L U R state and came at 7.06am .
breakfast $2.30 . then scan-d P H Y S I C .
went to Pizza Hut with JoyceBRO. lunch-d. damn funny .
saw GinaGIRLFRIEND and PeggyBF. :D
then bball-d . home-d at 2plus. slpt.
went to Rachel's house. revise-d AMaths.
funny luhr! Thanks for dinner too! :D
home-d at 9plus. :D

cross th line.

2009-05-18T02:11:00.000-07:00

Hello Physic,
lets have LOVE.

okayr,im totally gonna "~~pass~~" my 2papers tdy.
Went to 883 with Huijing after both papers.
bought bubbletea. then send her to th bus stop. :D
went to Stella's house after that. then makan at 888kfc.
with bro and Hexiang. bball-d and im tired. :x
home-d with laopo. :D
tmr's physic paper,and i havent touch anything. :x
gtg alr.
today's th 18 again. you're gone. thats final.
and i want to tell you,"对不起我变了"
cross th line.

2009-05-15T07:01:00.001-07:00

i threw away th ring alr.
im not gonna think about our past.
those feelings i still have,im trying to let it go.
im stupid to hold on for so long.
thanks Joyce,Stella,Sheree for consol-g me.
its time already,to let it go.
nothing matters more than o levels now.
i'll be fine. in a few months.

cross th line.

2009-05-15T06:13:00.000-07:00

HELLO AMATHS,DNT,PHYSIC,
lets have love and chemistry!

okayr,EMath P2 and Science paper tdy!
idk some questions. but can pass!
hehe. saw JiaAnSISTER and Frenchhorn th.
then saw Vivian! primary school friend! :D
walk to school with Hakim & Joshua somehow.
hehe. im dead tired lahr. bball. :x
th pain hasnt go away,and all i left,is noone.
cross th line.

2009-05-13T04:20:00.000-07:00

Hello Geography, lets start have love.

im gonnna be insane man!
To memorise :
1. Rivers
-24 points
2. Coasts
- 12 points
3.Geography of Food
- 20 points.
and not to forget theres something call SUB-points. :x
im so gonna be in Hougang Chalet after my exams. :D
and i need medicine lahr! my heart is hurt-g like hell nowadays.
see doctor = NO USE! :x somebody just kill me! arghhs!

cross th line.

2009-05-12T04:13:00.000-07:00

those pains i get lately, is killing me.
i need a strong medicine.
to stop all those pains .
im gonna be alright,peepos! :D

okayr,exams are killing my brain cells INSTANTLY!
but im gonna pass them! hehe.
and get a nice break on MARKING DAY. :D
i cant wait man. 1week and 2days to my break.

cross th line.

2009-05-08T06:47:00.000-07:00

What do you call a pig that fly on an aeroplane ?
SWINE FLU(flew)
What is th astronaut favourite part of th computer ?
SPACE bar !

school's fun today exceptionally.
yeap. FiraSIS shared a joke with me.
and i shared it to MrLee.
and he shared to his class! l0ls!
LAUGH is th word today man ! :D
went home after school .
bball-d after that . play-d from 2plus.
till 6plus ? i turn-d red man ! :D
im gonna turn black ! hehe.
friends say i put blusher . :x
ya,then went to 888 makan .
with Twin,Serene&ShereeWIFE,CelestineGF.
BernardSucessor and JiaAnSISTER ! :D
LAUGHS is th trend ! but i almost cried. :x
anyway,gtg alr. byes.

cross th line .

2009-05-06T05:38:00.000-07:00

Okayr,im going HIATUS ! :D

cross th line.

2009-05-06T05:23:00.000-07:00

Pictures of people come and go .
Just like those memories .

My father send me to school tdy .
went to class,SLEEP !
then Physics,Mark is funny luhr!
he kept me awake. Thanks!
then he ask-d me ,
"Do you know why JunJie is born?"
*i shakes head*
"Cox he is born to irritate me."
**Cox JunJie is VERY noisy dur-g lesson.
then AMaths,Chinese,Recess.
English was okayr,
except that i got call-d for read-g.
and i read with no pitch. ya,then EMaths. okayr okayr luhr. got homework.
then ya,play-d bball. got blisters! 4 somemore. then 1 is heart-shape! hehe.
anyway,gtg alr. chiong homeworks! :D

cross th line .

2009-05-05T07:31:00.000-07:00

Im wait-g for th rain to fall on me,
so i could throw away my umbrella
and cry .

Chinese paper is horrible .
cox i scribble-d weird logic through.
anyway,amaths remedial after .
good revision . then bball-d.
im tired luhr! meet SickoSister.
at 888. dinner-d.
saw XuanWei,Fadhli and Andy .
saw Roy too. then bus-d home.
i saw Dad! and Lucas! hehe.
i got my present! Thanks DAD! :D
home-d. i did amaths,and some revison.
im tired luhr. :x gtg .

cross th line.

2009-05-04T03:45:00.000-07:00

A is for Alan
1) Do you love this person?
l0ls. as a friend! :D
2) Is this person your enemy?
Definitely Not.
3) Would you hug this person?
Never! :D
B is for Bernard
1) What do you really think of this person?
Blur and commentive. :D
2) Favorite color?
no idea .
3) Ever danced with him/her?
No and never will. :X
C is for Celestine
1) What do you think of this person?
Smart and pretty! :D
2) Where does this person live?
Pasir Ris.
3) How old is he/she?
16.
D is for Desmond
1) How long have you known him/her?

er,4years?
2) Do you like this person?
Yeah! ^^
3) Do you hate this person?
NO! :D
E is for Elliot .
1) Have you met his/her parents?
No.
2) Worst thing about this person?
idk.
3) Best thing about this person?
idk.
F is for Fadhli .
1) Have you ever dated this person?
idk?
2) When is the next time you will see him/her?
idk?
3) Do you go to school with him/her?

No.
G is for Gina .
1) Have you heard this person sing?
Yes ! ^^
2) What's his/her pet's name?
she dont have?
3) Will he/she repost this?
She post it alr. :D
H is for Hui Jing .
1) What grade are they in?
sec 4.
2) Is he/she your best friend?
Yes! All rounder classmate. :D
3) Ever done something illegal with this person?
No? We're good students! :D
I is for Ivan
1) What is this person's favorite food?
I have no idea .
2) How did you meet this person?
School .
3) Do you trust them?
Yes?
J is for Joyce .
1) Any siblings?
Yes .
2) Do you know her/his favorite song?
Im superman !
3) What would you do if he/she confessed that he/she likes you?
er,i doubt so. :D
K is for Kenneth .
1) How old were you when you first met?
Primary 4/5?
2) Do you like him/her as a friend?
Yes .
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person?
Maybe ?
L is for Lewis
1) Is this person older than you?
Nahr, same age.
2) Is this person single?
idk .
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week?
Never,i dont even see him. :D
M is for Ming Feng .
1) How old were you when you two first met?
Sec 4.
2) What's his/her pet's name?
He dont have ?
3) Ever danced with this person?
NEVER ! :D
N is for Nicholas fromBeatty .
1) How old were you when you first met this person?
Fifteen. :D
2) Do you like this person?
Ya. He's funny at times .
3) Ever done something illegal with this person?
Nope. We're good people .
O is for Olivine .
1) Are you related?
Friends !
2) Could you live with this person?
Ya! Genting trip ! hehe.
3) What school do they go to?
Evergreen Secondary School
P is for Peggy
1) Have you been to the mall with this person?
YA !
2) How about a sleepover?
er,no?
3) Does this person have a job?
No?
Q is for Qing Yang .
1) Are you related?
no ,we're purely schoolmate .
2) What's his/her pet's name?
idk.
3) What would you do if he/she confessed he/she likes you?
Its IMPOSSIBLE !
R is for Rachel
1) Have you heard this person sing?
Yes !
2) Will she/he repost this?
No ,because she post it already .
3) When does this person look best?
when she wears what she love.
S is for Stella and Sheree .
1) Is this person taller than you?
YES !
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her?
101% YES !
3) Is this person your friend?
No,my BEST FRIENDS ! :D
T is for Tong Lee .
1) What grade is this person in?
idk.
2) Do you like this person?

Friend .
3) Do they live close to you?
Yes. Just blocks and block away .

V is for Valerie
1) Would you do anything for him/her?
Depends . :D
2) Do you consider him/her a friend?
No,my daughter ! :D
3) Have you met any of his/her family?

i think i did. i forget. -.-''
W is for Wei Xing
1) Is this person loud or quiet?
Depends .
2) Have you seen this person dance?
No.
3) What color eyes does this person have?
Brown .
X is for XiuXian .
1) How old were you when you first met this person?
Primary 1 .
2) What is his/her pet's name?
idk .
3) When does this person look best?

idk .
Y is for Ya Zhen
1) How old were you when you first met this person?
Primary 2?
2) What do you think of this person?
insane in laugh-g .
3) Have you heard this person sing?
Yeah,duh !
Z is for ZiHan
1) Does this person have MSN?
like duh !
2) What is his/her favourite sport?
Idk.
3) When did you last see this person?

Just now,during exams .

2009-05-02T08:40:00.000-07:00

Those promises are gone, arent they ?

okayr,i went study-g with SickoSisterJiaAn.
actual destination was th LIBRARY . but dint go.
due to th LONG LONG QUEUE .
so we bus-d to 768. study-d at a void deck somewhr.
lunch-d at Mac.w SickoSisterJiaAn,JoyceBro,ShereeLAOPO.
funny sial. talk about things luhr. then went to my house! :D
this is th funny part man! l0ls.
then ShereeLaopo and Stella came. did homework.
tired luhr! do till 4plus nia. then they go Crescent bball .
SickoSisterJiaAn acc me to library to return CD.
then bus-d home. he's damn pervert luhr! :x
anyway,home-d,get super glue then went down to bball.
play-d bball till 8? i think so. won both man! GirlsRULES!
21-19 and 7-11! :D good right? hehe.
i shoot in alot of silent balls man. luck is with me. :D
anyway,gtg alr. im tired! :D

cross th line.

2009-05-01T10:44:00.000-07:00

You trigger-d th memories.
i look-d thru our messages in th past .
3years ago . we've change .
to th better maybe? or somehow to th worst?
idk . but i know i change-d . you too .
i miss those times though .
those memories that we're tgt.
okayr,im friggin' not myself lately. :x

cross th line.

2009-05-01T05:51:00.000-07:00

trigger-d memories .

i woke up at 11? kinda. then stay-d at home.
tv-d and sing-g. :x
homework at 1plus. then Sheree and Twin came.
at 3.30? i guess so. then EeLing came.
after that,Valerie came. homework-d.
till 6plus,then went down to bball. :D
play 2match-s till 8plus sial. 2hoursplus for 2match.
hehe. then home-d. im dead tired lahr.
and im going study-g again tmr! :D

cross th line.

im not myself lately.

2009-04-29T02:46:00.000-07:00

Infatuation perished.

Physic : got back test,6/15. horrible.
MrLee says "KaiYing,2nd in class result like that one lahr?"
and this woke me up of my idea man.
but im still and sleep-g mode. :D
AMaths : things got really fast .
and i DINT talk during lesson . :x
MORE HOMEWORKS again .
Chinese : got back test . 41/50! :D
RECESS
English : fall aslp afew times . :x
EMaths : Mark was spray-g perfume everywhere . :x
and he spray-d at me too! :x
ORAL : idk what i was talk-g.
home-d. i saw XIUXIANbuddie on my way home. :D

cross th line.

2009-04-28T06:26:00.000-07:00

Its best to let things to be left unsaid.

Da Vinci once said "We study,analyse and copy as we learn . "
Sometimes,
we hear without listen-g.
we see without look-g.
we talk without think-g.
okayr,i was disturb-d by some msg-s in th morning. :x
DNT : i did my cardboard model-g. damn.
my draw-g SUCKS like SHIT.
SS : well,idk what i was think-g and do-g. :x
RECESS!
Geog : copy-g drove me crazy .
and MARK drove me insane! :D
Chinese : i did SS,then i did amath till i fall aslp. :x
Physics : test. i did horrible man!
then ya,went to 888KFC,dinner-d? i guess.
home-d at 7plus? then ya,forget it. best to be unsaid.

cross th line.

2009-04-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

My list of work that lead me to lack of sleep.

1. ~~Chinese test [23.04.2009]~~
2. ~~Chemistry Test on "Air,Exo & Entho" [24.04.2009]~~
3. ~~Project Teach essay "An unusual request" [24.04.2009]~~
4. ~~Project Teach essay "...." [24.04.2009]~~
5. AMaths "Water Margin" [29.04.2009]
6. ~~English essay & plan "Friends " [27.04.2009]~~
7. ~~English essay & plan "Write about a time ...." [27.04.2009]~~
8. ~~English essay & plan "Dissappointments" [27.04.2009]~~
9. Emaths Chap 5
10. Geography
11. 2 Physic papers.
12. Physic Test on "CurrentElectricity & DC Circuits " [28.04.2009]
13. ~~SS Test on "Venice" [27.04.2009]~~
14. English "Word of th day" Test
15. Chinese Oral [29.04.2009]

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2009-04-27T02:42:00.000-07:00

Alter what is changeble and accept what is mutable .

EMaths : new chap on tax.
SS : test,i think im gonna fail despite write-g so much. :x
DNT : im so gonna get MCs again . so much WORK! :x
RECESS
Chemistry : im sleepy . New chapters.
English : got readers digest 2006! :x
and is smile-g illegal!? cant i smile to myself!?!
** to that person who scold-d me for NO reason.
CCD : hall. listen to th same old thing every year.
then went to 883 to get Slurpy and snacks.
DNT Remedial : i finally got my draw-g right!
THANKS TO CATHERINE~! th design teacher.
home-d. im dead tired luhr.
DNT journal is due on thursday. im so gonna DIE~!
kill me man! and Chinese ORAL is WED!
PRESSURE STRESS ~!

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2009-04-24T07:06:00.000-07:00

Actually,it doesnt matter to me.

勾勾手后,千年不变
okayr,i had fun today .
Thanks all! :D
update-d.

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2009-04-23T05:15:00.000-07:00

I'm a pessimist because of intelligence, but an optimist because of will.
The optimist sees the rose and not its thorns; the pessimist stares at the thorns, oblivious of the rose.

EMaths : i had fun during lessons .
Chinese : had test,and slpt.
RECESS
AMaths : okayr,i finish-d my homework.
and got new homework . how great .
Geography : copy paper .
English : Speech-d.
remedial : did English homework .
Band : i had fun laugh-g with Stella & HeXingGOLDFISH.
haha. home-d. tired lahr. still need finish 1 essay.
study chemistry test. smile,and let it go .
past is history and let it be a lesson to me .

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2009-04-22T04:17:00.000-07:00

Everything happen with a reason.
But I need not tell you th reason .

School
Physic : Cher dint come,2periods free.
1period for EnglishREPORT,1periodSLEEP.
AMaths : im uber slow . maybe cox i slpt.
Chinese : im uber bored but dint sleep! :D
RECESS
English : okayr,i slpt awhile but kept awake
throughout th lessons though. MrEdward crack
jokes somehow. :D
EMaths : Mark and i was like PK-g? l0ls. somehow.
cox he keep scold-g vulgarities and ppl around me
are all scold-g too. ~~BAD INFLUENCE~~ .
then ard th school with Rachel. camwhore-d.

find ShereeLAOPO,Stella & Bernard. walk-d to cwp. lunch-d with laopo and nu er.
ChoonHeng confess-d that he now is a happily married man in his thirties.
i dint force him! hehe. library-d. homework-g. drove my back insane.
cox its hurt-g like hell. arghhs. i saw a Jovyn look-alike.
but th only difference is that he is CHAO DA!
and that makes him CHAO DA JOVYN look alike! :D
i spam call JiaAnSISTER for 24TWENTY-FOUR miss calls!
:D aint i a gd person? anyway,home-d at 6plus.
then blah-d. im tired lahr! :D

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2009-04-21T05:57:00.001-07:00

Please dont bother read-g as whatever written below is written on sand and will be blown by th wind .
i know im being heartless. i know i have been doing alot of weird things to myself lately. i know recently alot of things had happen. i know i have been think-g too much lately and now i try not to. i realise-d that my mid year is come-g in like 1week time but idk what with me. i couldnt study. i dont even have th urge to do things. include-g my all time favourite subject,DNT and AMaths. i slack-d. i sometimes do homework till i cry for no reason. i can have my dinner, and tears drop-g down. and ya,o level is come-g yet im still have-g time slack-g. i need counsel-g man. i really do. cox idk whats with me. i want to forget things and remember all my 9subjects' theory and practical . anyway,im okayr already. after write-g so much things. thanks all those who care-d for me this few days . Thanks. i really wan to be a 3year old and never grow up. all those love i get from my parents,grandparents and relatives. all those pamper-dness i got. and no need to think of exams or even study damn hard to fight for being first or second. it doesnt matter anymore. its just me myself thinking aloud for reflection of th day . :X

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2009-04-21T05:09:00.000-07:00

Random thoughts .
i want a life like a 3year old.
nothing matters other than have-g fun .
dribble-g on papers and play with toys.
talk-g your goo goo ga ga language that
no adult understands.
Smile when you want to,
Cry when you need attention.
but i guess, as time pass ,i grow up,
and things changes. im no longer 3.
but 15 going on 16. and things are not as simple.
when someone says "A",he/she might mean "B".
its not like when im 3,where "A" is "A".
Can i please not grow up ?

Im so pamper-d tdy! by my daddy! :D

hehe. anyway,school starts at 9am today.

Dnt : okayr okayr,im stuck as usual .

SS : im so gonna flunk my test .

RECESS .

Geog : i copy-d till my hands are ache-g .

Chinese : Cher dint come! slpt thru th period.

Physics : Cher went for course

but we had a worksheet to do.

EnglishRemedial : tired luhr. but im awake .

Thanks to MrEdward and JoshuaMASTER. :D

anyway, bball-d. i play-d and laugh-d till so tired.

home-d. saw KennethTeoJorKai at bus! with gf! :D

then i slack-d and homework-d.

i realise-d i need Chocolates,Sweets & Chips alot man!

gawd. exams exams exams. im gonna pass you! :D

haha. and i lost my wallet last wk. $80++ inside.

arghhs. insanity. PS;Note to self : Get a wallet!

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2009-04-20T06:10:00.000-07:00

Tears ;came down my face unexpect-dly.
Smile ;came up my face so expect-dly yet so quietly.
Laugh ;come and go whenever it wants.

Im tiredddddd~!!!! arghhs. i want sleep.
school-d today. and im emotional. somehow.
EMaths : I paid attention okayr. :D
SS : was fun with Mark and i dint complete my essay .
DNT : Usual. and im stuck with my idea. :x add-g that its fun! :D
RECESS .
Chem : idk. i was sleepy. but i listen-d during lessons.
English : Uber bored. i manage-d to survive though.
CCD : its best lesson of th day man! iLOVEEEEit! :D
went to minimart with HuiJing! :D then dnt remedial.
at IT Room3! :D freeze-g cold man!! Brrr.
went to Band for observation for DNT. :x man. i need ideas!
anyway,home-d at 7plus. haha. then meet Sister.
He crack-d a lame joke luhr! :x but its funny.
home-d. im doing dnt. and its KILL-G me! :X

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2009-04-19T04:19:00.000-07:00

When i eat potato chips, means im stress .
When i eat lollipop, means im smile-g.

tire-d out. went to library to homework. with Stella and Sheree.
but i dint do anything. no mood lahr.
was there sing-g songs,think-g to myself. :x EMO.
then lunch-d at KFC. went to find th band. help-d out.
im tire-d man. :x then 1.30pm start.
th crowd isnt high man! so only th EVG Band peepos are cheer-g.
so weird. then help-d them with stuff.
went to foodcourt cox Bro need to lunch-d. :D
then walk around cwp . :X bus-d to bro hse,jeffrey hse,bball court.
play-d alil bball. jiu home le. haha.
anyway,im tired. gtg alr.

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2009-04-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

Its simple, isnt it ?

i woke up at 7am tdy. to go and meet band peeps to go Beatty's POP.
insanity man. mrt-d to Braddell. then walk-d there.
piss-d off with 1of th security guard. stubborn. :x
anyway,went in for 30mins. and left. :x cox only allow 30mins.
then mrt-d to cwp. lunch-d. bus-d home.
slept. cox family gather-g is cancel-d. then JiaAnSISTER woke me up.
jiu went to meet him. mrt-d to Bugis. kfc-d. haha.
he ate his lunch,while i drink my drink. :X
HE ATE A ZINGER BURGER IN 2MINS! insane! :x
then went to take lift to go National Library. JiaAnSISTER dk th way. :x
and i bang-d my head to th lift. ow! hehe.
find CelestineGIRLFRIEND. then no space,jiu went to Bugis to find.
but no space too. mrt-d to Woodlands to library.
our way there is uber funny luhr! we laugh-d like crazy people!
especially me! hehe.
i saw Iqbal and Iswani! :D man,i miss pri sch. :x
then went to library.
did homework! haha. we're quiet awhile. :x
but JiaAnSISTER and i talk-d alot. :X
then change-d 4places! :x haha. JiaAnSISTER is gay-ish!
haha. then dinner-d with them . haha. uber funny luhr.
hehe. bus-d 969 home. to admiralty mrt. with sister.
then talk-d,send sister to bus stop,home-d.
i saw NAIM! l0ls! but he dint see me. :x haha.
anyway,gtg alr.

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2009-04-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

What can i do ?

Hello.

AMaths : time flies man! :D

PE : drew a card for children at China! :D

CCD : total boredom.

RECESS. Prefect's investiture. Project Teach.

home-d after that. blah-d. i slept th whole day.

and something happen-d. blah-d.

i wont be mad or moody anymore.

im gonna smile and let it go! :D

nothing is gonna affect me now. STUDIES my PRIORITY.

anyway,gtg .

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2009-04-16T07:25:00.000-07:00

Does it matter to you ?
Does make-g me think of th past make you happy ?

Hello.
okayr,im not in good mood. so ya,im tired and i uber need my dear sleep.
EMaths,Chinese,Recess,AMath,Geog,Eng. im uber piss-d off in Eng.
dumb dumb. forget it.
AMath remedial. its uber bore-d luhr. just copy answers nia.
Band after that. i did Cheena hw,geog and slack-d.
its real fun though,with HeXingGOLDFISH,JoyceBRO,SengKiatPANDA,Nash&Aref.
Thanks alot peepos!
CWP-d. makan-d. then yeah,im laugh-g like hell. :x
then went home. i recieve-d a msg from someone. and made me piss-d off.
arghhs,forget it. it shall not ruin my day.
Thanks JIANYING GRANDFATHER for make-g me smile somehow. :x
yeah,thats all. gtg alr.

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2009-04-15T06:04:00.000-07:00

Why is th earth wire always at home ?
Cox its GROUND-D! :D

Love is about

letting the person hurt you

but

trusting that he wont hurt you.

Hello.
had Physics lessons. it was fun! cox of my classmate beside me,Mark!
he is one joker okayr. and idk whats with him. gone insane?
l0ls! then AMaths,Chinese.

Rachel got phone confiscate-d due to aUNREASONABLE teacher,LC.
RECESS-d.

English. im bore-d. and i manage to survive!
without slp-g! although i had a few CAT-NAPs. :D
EMaths,cher is alil piss-d off? idk why.

Cheena remedial. :x idk what im write-g. i crap-d .

then went to Civic with ShereeLaopo. check-d th BBQ thingie.
went to bball court. meet Stella,ValerieNUER,Alan & Tiffany . :D
then JianShen,Melvin and Daniel came. im still slack-g. :x
JoyceBRO came. Bernard,HeXiang & Jeff came.
then i bball-d awhile. i saw CelestineGIRLFRIEND man! and JiaAnSISTER!
hehe. im like "OHMYGAWD! i cant believe it man! uber happy luhr!"
my girlfriend come all th way to Woodlands from PasirRis jus cox she MISS-S me! :D
im so touch-d luhr! cox before that,im like talk-g to myself "i want to see celestine.."
and i got my wish come true! :D
then talk talk,play play,went home! :D
bus-d home with CelestineGIRLFRIEND and JiaAnSISTER! :D
hehe. then walk-d home. :x cox i got off at opp Admiralty mrt with JiaAnSISTER.
we talk-d abit. :x yeap,then home-d!
PS:im gg PasirRis sometime to meet my GIRLFRIEND! hehe. dont tell her uhhs. :X
gtg alr.

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2009-04-14T06:39:00.000-07:00

Random chats from my school life. :D

During DNT lessons
AlexSo : Ni shi Jesus ahr? (You are Jesus ahr?)
Me : Bu shi lahr . (No lahr . )
AlexChong : Aley loo ya!
*and AlexSo and i end-d up laugh-g cox of AlexChong's sing-g! :x

During Physic lesson
Mark was ask-g for ZiHan's paper,and got caught by MrLee.
MrLee : What you want with her paper? copy ahr ? ....
Mark : (act-g innocent) i know how to do. i just want to check my answer.
(then talk to me)ehr,how to draw ahr?
after awhile,
Mark : (to ZiHan and mimick-g me)Nuer,nuer,dear! (and i end up laugh-g!)
after awhile,
Mark : (to ZiHan) ehr,ehr,i havent draw finish ! (ZiHan took his paper and ask MrLee,Mark was there protest-g. )
MrLee : actually,this one also correct,just draw th fuse.
Mark : actually i draw finish alr. :D

haha. okayr,im actually so bore-d that i jot all this crap down. :x

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2009-04-14T06:10:00.000-07:00

Define laugh .
Expressing amusement, happiness.

i went to school tdy in th MORNING! at 8am when school starts at 9AM! :x
and chiong-d dnt. then got chase-d up to class.
went to class,attendance-d,then went to dnt room.
MrSui ~~DINT/DID NOT/NEVER~~ collect our DNT journals!
wth. HuiJing and i was like,"i want to kill ppl man!" :x

then back to class for 2periods of SS. idk what happen to Mark.
he keep bully-g me! but i bully-d back! :D RECESS-d.
then Geog. got test,comfirm fail ! :D hee.
jiu Chinese,i actually slpt awhile? im tired what. :x
then Phy. i ~~forget~~ bring paper,got nag-gs. then SS remedial.
its uber funny luhr. got ERASER WAR! :D
went for Band. im so not get-g th feel man! :x
and im not play-g for Sunday's performance due to limit-d space.
~~Budget sial.~~ :x but its okayr,at least i can go SUPPORT! :D
went home after that. did homeworks. and online-d! :D
im gonna continue what i stop on dnt. then study? maybe. :x
gtg alr.

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To LimJiaAn,
ehr,sister,Celestine is my girlfriend uhs.
so dont even think of her. cox i'll jealous one! ^^
i know you jealous i so HANDSOME &
i got a PRETTY girlfriend.
so dont jealous and find a boyfriend and let me see uhs! :D

2009-04-12T05:12:00.000-07:00

Define friend.
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause .
4. A person who will be there for you no matter what happens.

A word,yet,so many different definitions.
okayr,i got a good news! :D On 11.04.2009! :D
i got a GIRLFRIEND ! :D and she is Celestine! :D hehe.
okayr,went to library to go hwk-g. :x but did dnt. :x
i so gonna die man. my dnt i got TONS undone sial. :x
i need more time!!! :x dinner-d. went to bball court.
dint even play,jiu go home le. cox mum call-d. :x
then online-d. did my dnt again! imissholidays. :D
anyway,i gtg alr.

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是我,学会这首歌.

2009-04-11T07:33:00.000-07:00

Define emotions.
A mental state that arises spontaneously rather than through conscious effort and is often accompanied by physiological changes; a feeling.

i realise-d that tdy, i ~~cried~~ for no reason. twice. :x
forget it,its suppose to be a fun day! :D
i went to meet Laopo,Valerie and Stella at her hse.
they watch movie,then went to cwp to makan.
library-d then meet bro,then meet Alan and friends.
mrt-d to Vivo,went cruise-g ard. and went to Haagen Daz.
its nice! yum yum. then went to shop ard with bro.
while laopo,val,sheree cruise on their own.
Alan and friends on their own too.
then my foot got big big blisters of some kind. :x pain!!!
anyway,mrt-d to AngMoKio. meet JianYing,makan-d alil.
then went to find MrLim and his band! :D watch them play.
its fun! i saw MrEddie and MsNg!!! haha. uber funny luhr them! :D
then went to AMKHub,saw this shop and this sign .
"Need Sex? Just Smile! " haha. yeap,then mrt-d home! :D
makan,then went home! :D im tired!!! :x
anyway,gtg alr.

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2009-04-10T07:09:00.000-07:00

Define understand.
To perceive the meaning of; grasp the idea of; comprehend.

okayr,i spend hours on my dnt coursework tdy! :D
and i made alot of progress!! hehe. like i complete-d 39pages alr! :D
big accomplishment lehr! yeap,went to meet Sheree and Stella.
change my shorts,then makan-d. so RuiQing. then makan-d tgt!
and we saw JiaAnSISTER with Celestine! :D woooo!! haha.
then went to find them at foodcourt. LIGHTBULB! ^^
discuss about tmr and then go to Alan's house,while they go home! :D
with Bernard and HeXiang,bus-d to Alan's house.
hehe. play-d mahjong. and Daniel came.
then stay-d there till 9plus. went home.
anyway,im gonna continue with my dnt again. i target to finish it asap.
cox im gg out tmr! :D

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2009-04-09T05:38:00.000-07:00

Define sentimental.
Expressive of or appealing to sentiment, esp. the tender emotions and feelings, as love, pity, or nostalgia

school was sleepy for me. cox i dint get enough sleep tdy. :x
anyway,went to Band after my remedials! :D
idk what they're doing. but when i went in,MrLim start-d hee hee hee ha ha.
and th whole band went hee hee hee ha ha! :D
im a good influence! :D
anyway,my dbass feel is not back yet! :x i need it back by next monday! :x
anyway,pizza-d during band. then play-d songs. took th band for th last time.
and i said ONE SENTENCEto end it all : "Im gonna miss you guys"
l0ls! and everyone start-d clap-g and cheer-g! woots! im a good influence!
but to my dear band,

im gonna miss you guys alot .

Although i will be going back to play.

and sometimes do a survey on you guys due to my dnt. :x

although i join-d band at a later year than my batch of peeps,

you guys help-d me alot and make me a part of th EVG Winds family.

though sometimes we have alil conflict,

we pull-d them thru to get to bond tgt more!

and to th rest of my band mates,i know sometimes,

i dont talk to you guys as much as YanHong talks to you guys,

but i know things okayr. :x

and i dint talk to you guys cox i suck at words,

you guys know it.

i tell you guys something,

you will laugh and might even misinterpret. :x

so ya,thats why i said 1 sentence tdy only.

th sentence that mean alot to me.

okayr,maybe you all will forget me,remember me or miss me,

but no matter what, you all will always be my best memories in my secondary school life.

all those practices that torture-d me like hell,

those who made me laugh-d like crazy. im gonna miss them.

end-g all,jiayous band! Improve your discipline luhr! and talk less!

To my band major cum sister, YanHong,

Thanks alot jie,for everything you did for th band .

i got to admit,without you,idk how am i gonna take th band.

you are always there when i need you,

and more patient with things than me.

Thanks for all those memories we have tgt.

Be it gg study,NCO,band out-gs,band practices. :D

Conclude-g all,jiayous and work hard for O Levels a! :D

To my successor for th DM,Bernard,

okayr,im not gonna pressure you or whatever.

just gonna say,Work hard and jiayous for th best for th band.

Do what you can at your limits,dont joke too much in band though.

Know when to do what,learn to be more observant,

and kick all those bad habits away! :D i'll be here for you if you need me.

although not comfirm will straight away help you. but i'll try. :D

To my Drum & Band majors Mentor,

THANKS for everything you have done to help us.

all those unknown-d recognition,thank you all alot! :D

okayr,back to my life, anyway,im gonna die with dnt sooner or later. :x
gtg alr. im tired.

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2009-04-08T05:33:00.000-07:00

i cried today for no reason.

Define chimerical.
Merely imaginary.

School-d tdy. im tired. im slpy. whatever. :x
Physic : im slpy. but i got entertain-d somehow. :x
AMaths : Test POSTPONE to tmr! im gonna PASS it! :D
Chinese : i slpt thru th lesson. and i had a good sleep. woke up in slp-g mode. :x potential good student. :D
RECESS~!
English : its a waste of time.
EMaths : i paid attention okayr! :D
went ard th school look-g for MrEdward with Stella & Sheree.
makan-d at 888 kfc. :x and help-d some guy with a survey! :D
its uber funny luhr,at first i thought he want to seat down at th seat beside laopo and i.
but i guess-d wrong. he say "Can you help me with a survey ? "
then help-d with th survey. i forgot what it is about alr. :x STM.
anyway,went to meet Stella and Valerie. bought clothes. :x
then went bball-g. dint play much,yeap. im not in th mood also. :x
bus-d home,did AMaths. then dnt-d. im gonna die ! :x
anyway,gtg alr.

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2009-04-07T07:30:00.000-07:00

To my dear OWN,REAL BROTHER :
what else can i do other than persuade-g? i feel so hopeless.
i cant even persuade my OWN brother to continue to join band instead of rugby.
im blame myself. he say i force-d him to join band. but did i?
i ask-d myself often. my father said to him,"if your sis force-d you,why did you say you like band?".
ilovedad man. he help-d me. and to my brother,who wont be read-g this.
you want join whatever cca,go ahead. you'll just miss th fun and torture i went thru before.
every decision you make,is gonna impact you somehow.
its your life,i wont interfere anymore. i wont get angry for th reason that you're quit-g.
but angry for th reason that im a bad sister and a bad influence. :x
i hate this. just go do whatever you want. i wont care anymore. it doesnt matter.

To myself:
im ly-g to myself day by day to be happy. th 1year++ memories are come-g back.
is it a good sign? or a bad omen? idk anymore. i physco-d myself to smile in everything.
but it seem that whatever i do,i get to rmb something we did tgt. :x
anyway,3years alr,time to let go,NO MATTER what.

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2009-04-07T06:54:00.000-07:00

Guess who are they??I saw this person who LOOK LIKE BB.:x

IMISS MY LAOSHI! :x

2009-04-07T05:43:00.000-07:00

Define Promise.
To commit oneself by a promise to do or give; pledge.

school-d tdy. breakfast with ShereeLaopo & ValerieNuer.
D&T:sleepy,i manage to do some work.
SS:i fall asleep afew times. i copy-d th mindmap. im a gd student. :x
RECESS:went to library to wait for bro and laopo with Stella.:Dmakan-d.
Geog:sleepy,had a test. comfirm fail! :x
Chinese:idk what i was doing. i think i copy-d geog answers. :x
Physics:its uber funny cox i keep disturb-g mark,then so on.
had English remedial. its uber SIAN! i fall aslp. :x
then band. okayr bahr,other than everyone's being noisy and stuff,okayr bahr.
~~but my feel-g with my bass fade-d! :x arghhs! i need get back th feeel!!!~~
anyway,went to 888 to get a folder for my dnt work,if not it'll be pieces. :
dinner-d. then bus-d home with sis! :D im tired!
and tmr got AMaths test! :x i ~~CANT flunk~~ it man.
IM PASS-G IT! :D CONFIDENCE lehr.
or MsTan is gonna kill me. :x

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2009-04-06T06:30:00.000-07:00

Define Mood.
A state or quality of feeling at a particular time.

im piss-d off with my brother,real brother. :x damn him. arghhs.
forget it,i dontwant elaborate le. make my blood boil nia.
~~anyway,idk what happen-d to me lately. im uber weird. :x forget it.~~
i went school tdy. EMaths was okayr,then SS,DNT. its uber fun luhr!
went to workshop. Cher elaborate on my work. i got praise-d!:D
hehe. im a good student luhr! anyway,then self-work.
help-d AlexSoh,AlexChong&YongHong with their work.
and i ~~SUCK~~ at sketch-g! damn it. i want sketch nice. but come out,shitty.
then Naim ask-d us "Do you have IPhone?"
AlexSoh says,"Yes,wait ahr. "
Naim: "Dont fake fake lahr."
AlexSoh: "Really! i ytd go buy lehr! *got th im serious face and i really got th IPhone face and took out a calculator and place on his ear* my IPhone."
then laughs out loud luhr! we all give him a "you are lame" face. :D
jiu continue-d with sketches. :x RECESS! :D then went Chem.
idk luhr. im slpy. :x and i got th goodnews that
BeattyMBand gotSILVER! Congrats peepos! :D
went for English. forget it. im uber slpy. :x then assembly.
was uber bore-g luhr! im like disturb-g peepo like Hakim,AlexC,AlexO,JianYang.
then bought tidbits for lunch with HuiJing,Rachel,Connie.
went for DNT remedial. im sleepy. then went for Band.
continue-d my dnt. and i FORGOT to take pictures AGAIN. :x
anyway,went to CWP. then blah-d. sing-g session everywhere we go. :x
gtg alr.

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2009-04-05T06:37:00.000-07:00

For Alan. Miao play-g trumpet.

lil boy with headphones. CUTE! :D

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2009-04-05T05:24:00.000-07:00

GoodLuck and JiaYous to th follow-g bands for their SYF'09 TMR! :D
Admiralty Symphonic Winds,Beatty Military Band,Orchid ParkWindOrchestra,Woodgrove Symphonic Band.
and GuanChinYOUNGIE,JianYing,ChiaYuOLDPEEPO,Nicholas,
JiaAnSISTER,JoyvnFISH,Melvin. :D

Define sleep.
To take the rest afforded by a suspension of voluntary bodily functions and the natural suspension, complete or partial, of consciousness; cease being awake.

I really do need my sleep and my date with my dear bed. :D
anyway,i went hwk-g with ShereeLaopo and Twin and EeLing.
dnt rocks! but sketch-g sucks! ;x anyway,Alan and HeXiang came.
its uber funny okayr! haha. went to pasar malam after that.
bus-d home. then im tired lahr! im chiong-g dnt again. :x
and do chem tys. :x i forgot got hw sial. shitty. :x
gtg alr.

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2009-04-04T06:54:00.000-07:00

Define Ignorance.
The state or fact of being ignorant; lack of knowledge, learning, information, etc.

im want sleep! i want my dear bed! arghhs!
anyway,went to OldWoodlands just now. with Sheree and Stella.
to buy her school shoes. but dint get it. shops close-d. :x
then makan. saw HaoRen and co. there too.
went to library after that. did my dnt. and i forgot to bring laptop. :x
cox i need to do research too. end up,do-g sketch-s. :D
i ~~hate~~ it man. my draw-g ~~SUCKS~~! :D then bro came.
went to play bball. but found out,bro lost her wallet. so went back library.
and NOBODY found her wallet! ~~asshole!~~
if i know who took it and dint return,im gonna KILLandCUT you to PIECES! :x
anyway,bball-d awhile. then send bro to bus stop. we chat-d. :D
then went back bball court. play-d awhile then home-d. :D
anyway,~~quarrel-d~~ with someone. im sorry yeah,i dint mean it.
but you did what was wrong. i know i have no reason to intervene.
but its all cox i care! i guess i got misunderstood again. i dint mean anything more. just cox you're my friend. thats why i told you.
anyway,gtg alr.

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2009-04-03T18:57:00.000-07:00

Let it go.
不是说好要忘记了吗？说好不再见面，你却出尔反尔。我恨你。
okayr,im uber tired. but i couldnt go back slp.
cox ADSS band is like play-g so loud and interupt my slp.
and JiaAn who made me think of BB,i end up have-g nightmare.
im gonna kill him if i see him. :D He'll be cut into PIECE~!
anyway,i blog-d out of boredom. :D gg out later. so byes!

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2009-04-03T07:09:00.000-07:00

Okayr,im gonna put my old peepo's name here. big big and nice nice! :D
here comes..*drums rolls....*
CHIA YU!!!

Define SunRise.
The rise or ascent of the sun above the horizon in the morning.

Im tired~! l0ls. i uber need to date my bed more okayr. i ~~lack~~ sleep. :x
school-d tdy. AMaths was ~~freeze-g~~ session for me :D
and i end up cover-g myself in hoodie,my rh-shirt,ChoonHeng's pe-shirt.
THANKS CHOONHENG for lend-g your pe shirt. :D
but im still ~~freeze-g~~! :x MsTan is uber funny during lessons. :D
then went for PE~! its uber ~~bored~~. classmates went to run.
while im there be-g a traffic police! :x took alil time to study.
but NOTHING went in. ~~Horrible~~ sial. :x
then Chem,cher ~~wasnt~~ in good mood. :x and we did test.
im ~~flunk-g~~ it. how great. :x i ~~fell aslp~~ during th test somemore. :D
RECESS~! then CCD. its uber ~~sian~~ okayr. idk what i did. :x
but i rmb-d dig-g Mark's bag out of boredom. :D
went for ProjectTeach. its uber funny luhr! with Sheree,Joshua,DuYi &Gary dirtymind-d! :D
and DuYi sabo-d me! he say my essay plan is good but it sucks. :D
then yeap,its uber funny luhr. then we made a bet on a word for $1. :x
cox i spell-d "honor" but he say is "honour". then we ask-d cher,end up,we're both RIGHT! :D
then went to Stella's house. find Joycebro. went to sch.
i slpt. :x uber slpy mahr. cant blame me. :D went bball-g.
its uber funny luhr! especially YongHaw. he's a joker lahr! :D
play-d with Lady and laopo,uber funny! haha. i forget alr. :x
then ADSS peeps came. im uber evil luhr. i disturb-d JiaAn,Jovyn,Melvin and BoZongTALLLADY! :D
haha. cox i got nothing to do. and got a bottle cap and went ard shoot-g.
hehe. play-d match,then went to makan at 888kfc. :D
and when wait-g for bus,we're like sing-g? haha.
Sheree sang "...in th rich man world" but i end up hear-g "...in th rich man womb".
no link right?! haha. i think so too! :D its uber funny luhr.
bus-d home after that. i kept think-g about BB. cox of JiaAn luhr!
insanity. hope i ~~dont~~ have ~~bad~~ dreams tonight! :x
anyway,gtg alr. tmr im gg study-g! mwahahaha! im a good student.

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2009-04-02T05:44:00.000-07:00

Trust and dont back down. Way of life. :D

Define manners.
A way of acting; bearing or behavior

okayr,i dont feel like blog-g.
today's tiring. end. :D
Stay still,dont go.
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2009-04-01T05:12:00.000-07:00

idk whats wrong with me. arghhs. i want back th old me. :x
th one that studies instead of play-g all th way. imissthOLDtimes.

Define scar.
A mark left on the skin after a surface injury or wound has healed.

i went to school tdy,like duh. :x im uber tired.
and i got april fool-d by WeiQuan first thing when i got to sch. :x
then got a speech for tmr's assembly. and yeap,blahs.
Physics-g,AMaths-g,Chinese-g,RECESS! then English.
was uber ~~sleepy~~! i ~~doze~~ off afew times. :x
then EMaths,got tablet pc to study. uber funny. :D
went out to makan. with Sheree,Stella&Rachel.
jiu go Cheena remedial. its uber ~~sian~~. i ~~doze~~ off afew times. :x
went to check whether got chem remedial. end up cher dint come.
so cancell-d. went to Cwp with Sheree and Stella.
did our cards and went pasar malam-g. Sheree keep say-g must get femine clothes. :x
but i dont like. femine is like ewww. whatever. :x
walk-d around. i saw ~~barbie dolls~~ pictures. :x lucky i dint breakdown.
anyway,went to play bball! im alil weird. :x
i keep laugh-g and laugh-g and laugh-g. insane uhs?
then play-d till 7plus. bus-d home with HeXiang. :D
we talk-d our way. then saw 2ex-teachers from EVGSS. :D
went home. im uber tired luhr! prepare-g speech for tmr. :x
gtg le.

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2009-03-31T05:40:00.000-07:00

Okayr,i want to say THANKS to everyone who wish me luck ytd. :D
Like GuanChin,Nicholas and ChiaYufromBeatty,JiaAnfromAdmiralty and so on. :D

Define life.
The general or universal condition of human existence.

Anyway,im back. uber tired luhr. lessons was okayr.
well,im ~~slpy~~ all th way. and Geog was uber funny.
Thanks MrSamSoo for kinda wake me up and encourage-g th band. :D
then Chinese. its uber sian lahr. i ~~dint~~ pay attention :x
went to class. Physic but cher dint come. dismiss-d 5min early.
find Shereelaopo,Bernard,HeXiang and JiaHui. :D
did alil plan-g. then went to bball. im insane.
counsel-d Bernard with YanHongJIE. he's ~~obstinate~~ that one i can say.
anyway,all th best for th upcoming leaders man!
i will be here for you when you need me and when you dont! :D
gtg alr.

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2009-03-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

Silver~!

Define determination.
The quality of mind which reaches definite conclusions; decision of character; resoluteness.

TODAY is EVG WINDS's SYF'09. and i dint felt nervous. how weird. :x
anyway,slpt at 12am and woke at 2.30am. darn slpy.
went to Stella and Bernard's house. did breakfast. its NICE! :D
then went for band. okayr. i felt nth. ;x
went down car porch,assemble,get them in th bus,then off we go! :D
i sat beside ChuenJye with panda*SengKiat and brian behind me. :x
ChuenJye is uber quiet okayr. and im uber bored...
so i disturb-d him on our way to SCH. :x bad major a. then i dirt-ed my skirt.
wthell a. cox i give choco to th brass-s and percussion-st. then forget it.
went to wash. wait-d darn long just to get into th tune-g room.
and i dont feel nervous. :x until i went to th hall. i start-d to ~~tremble~~.
im like wthell. how?!? then start take-g big breaths. but dint work.
my heart sudden pound uber fast. :X at least i dint play wrong.
only ~~afew out of tune~~. :x arghhs.then went to put instru.
went back in th hall. listen-d to St Gabriel Sec play. they're uber GOOD!
and got GOLD. :D then Woodlands Ring,okayr okayr uhs.
their flute section,consists of guys majority,are very 温柔. ;x hehe.
i dint mean to notice them but they play dao,walaos. very 温柔. :x
anyway,then went back to school. i slpt thru. uber tire-d mahr. bobian.
2hour and 30mins of slp lehr. how long can i tahan?! :x
then keep instru,makan,then dismiss from sch! :x hehe.
went to band. cox classmates say no dnt. then went for band.
did alil of mace. IMISSMACE man! it's my boyfriend!
while dbass is my husband! :D hehe. im crap-g. :x
then know th results. went to makan. bball-d.
im uber tire-d now. i want sleep. i need sleep! arghhs.
anyway,gtg alr.

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2009-03-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

Im so not myself today. i crack-d jokes just to make myself smile. i laugh just to cover up th unhappy. how great today was. :x

Define FAITH.
Confidence or trust in a person or thing.

its th ~~LAST~~ prac tdy. idk what to comment luhr.
anyway THANKS THEODORA for make-g th effort to come band.
THANKS Aref for come-g band even though he's up with rashes. :D
and after band,ChuenJye crack-d a lame joke. :x
cox we were like decide-g where to go eat. then he said:
Go causeway eat luhr! Go eat smoke! :D *Cox causeway=checkpoint/custom. :D
then went lunch-g with band peeps. went to Bernard's house slack after that.
play-d bball with HeXiang at first. saw Susan*WeiSheng. haha.
then Alan came! with my mineral water! THANKS! :D
after that EVGpercussionist came! :D not all luhr. then play-d bball!
hehe. after that JianShen and frenchhorn th came! then play bball till 7plus.
slack there till 8plus and went to makan to 9plus. went home after that! hehe.
uber funny luhr. hehe. i got frenchhorn th PHOTO!! hehe.
anyway,gtg luhr.

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Imissprimaryschooltimes.

2009-03-27T07:01:00.000-07:00

great,i heard that you sms-d him again. what can i do. if you dont like him,dont sms him lahr!give people th idea of "Flirt". and please. you HAVE a BOYFRIEND! you're disrupt-g his life! im uber piss-d of with you can.i tried trust-g you and not to believe what he said. but im in dilemma. Both are people who i trust-d alot. but you betray-d my trust. and he dint.and please,we're BESTFRIENDS only! no more than that. so dont start anything out.and we were ONCE BESTFRIENDS. but i guess everything changes.you change and so did i. you turn to be totally diff. from primary school. and i dontmind.cox for goodness sake,its your life. not mine. i had NO reason to interfere. anyway,i've been wait-g your sms/call for like afew months.dont tell me take initiative! i dont believe this shit. cox even if i sms you,i would need to wait a day to get a reply. if i call,you would be busy with someone else. im always free. 24/7. but now im not. i got a phone but i cant reply msg-s or calls.so leave me a msg or what. and i'll call you.
PS: all i want is our friendship to last. All i want was to be like old times. But i guess nothing went how we want when we stood at our crosswords of life. Goodbye,bestfriend.

To 1809: dont sms/call me alr. stop say-g crap to me. i dontwant to trust it anymore.nothing for me to trust either. just stop contact-g me. cox because of you i had sleepless nights. it doesnt matter to you anyway,i guess. im fall-g sick for like 5times this year? and its only MARCH now. i really cant believe myself. and reason being from th doctor was :im stress.get it? so please buzz off. i dontwant to get calls or sms from you anymore. i dontwant to care/know what is going on with you. it doesnt matter to me. we went SEPERATEways okayr. and reason was because of you. and im let-g go EVERYTHING. whatever you gave me,is all in a box,seal-d up and kept somewhere. and memories we had are now tidy-g up and kept somewhere in my brain. please stop whatever you're doing. no matter what your motive is. IDONTCARE! move on with life without me. we're friends now. :D

I doubt anyone would read it. its just something i want to let out of my mind.
and its a uber long post. :x anyway,im fine alr. so no worries. :D